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Insecurities of the Mind

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Many people have faith that can be healed in time. Who knew that the man was about to explode with enthusiasm while waiting for the next venture to occur? Why do some people find the truth of the situation, to have no one else looking at it in the same way? There come times when the person looking through the mirror can’t see their own reflection properly; I am one of them. I used to mope around the house asking why the things I wanted in life were not happening, but they were. I just was not seeing the real picture. Who gets up in the morning and wonders what the day will hold?  Having a belief can be great but trusting your gut is the best way to know when the calling card is ready for you. Many parts of my longing for the new life are sometimes stuck in a place that needs nudging and guidance from others, this is normal. I saw that today when I bumped into an ex neighbour. She was telling me what she was wanting to do next, but she did not have the confidence to commit ...

Happiness in your own skin

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I had a dream and that dream was to live as fertile as I could. That did not mean being a virgin of sorts but to live my life as practical as can be. Seeing what was out there was intimidating but also a point of civilization where one’s own skin could be shed. It was letting myself be known and allowing a heart to be heard, sorting out one’s troubles was needed. This was also a point in my life where I was not in touch with my brother. This was due to a number of factors, but I had to let that go. I had to stand up and allow my past to be left alone.   This was troubling for a number of years but allowing the past to be recognized was more important than belittling what happened. Blaming one person for a communication breakdown has no point. Allowing each side to be heard is an important step, the main thing is having time to reflect on your own behavior. This is what caused an upheaval and allowed the sarcasm and vitriol to come out. We were not there to hear him; we w...