TIME IS AN IMPORTANT FACTOR.




The coming of the new year is upon us. Not long now until the celebrations are had with the ones we cherish. The times spent around the dinner table longing for respite from the ones we love, are now in the past. We hope, we dream; the magnitude of life has taken us in one fell sweep. We long for the times that made no sense then, the challenges combined from the monumental aspects of change. Change comes when the pretence is waiting to be released. I hope that dreams are fulfilled by all, reaching a pinnacle of success we are all dreaming of. 

 

That has been lost lately for the time of desperation had reached many people’s lives. I was one of them contemplating my next move. I was a believer that all my insecurities were to be placed out on the surface, to showcase how you can get past the dramas of life. Sensing a need to release all the drama brought on by fear was a catapult for my recovery. To curtail the dreams that manifest in your sleep, for I am a believer in dreams. I see them as a pinnacle to my own success, dreams come and draw on strength. They are part of your subconscious mind that takes on another meaning when showcasing how you want to live. They show you the hard times, bringing an understanding of how it can affect your life.

 

I am not one to dwell on the insecurities of how life has made me feel, we all need that stimulation to participate in a new deed. It shows power dictated by you. I am sick of sitting here waiting for the juggernaut of disaster to continue on this path of discovery. You know what I mean as we wait and wonder when the uncertainty will be over. People do not want to hear all the sad and derelict stories coming from my mouth, they have their own worries that consume them on a daily grind. Looking out the window, I see my reflection. It is a stark contrast to the times that made me who I was. Be gone with the old, stop complaining and lift my head up with enthusiasm and splendour.

 

I may not feel like it every day but knowing what is around the corner when the mindset has changed, brings forth a desire to catapult my life to unknown territory. It can be like this or it can be a downward spiral, I know what I want! It was just over a year ago when I made the decision to quit my job. A job in school hours and a handy tool to grasp the concept of new skills. I wanted more and it is now that I sit here wondering when life will open its doors. With the pandemic and the rest of the world seeking the same resolution, I only hope that time will play an important factor when making us whole again. 

 


 

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